jamieheartbreak

isn't it strange..? how thinngs never go as expected and the friendships you expect to last forever blow up in your face for no reason at all.. it's a bit messed up if you ask me.. but oh well.. maybe i won't miss this one as long as the last time he left.. or maybe at least he'll stay gone for good this time and i can heal and just have a little peace in my life for once... well... one can only hope.

i remember not so long ago.. always wondering what was wrong with me. and not just cuz you cheated.. but cuz you treated me so poorly while we were together.. how you made me feel like i was worth less that dirt and no one other than you would ever love me.. how you would only treat me good when you knew i was about to leave.. but now i see that it wasn't love at all one your part. my heart was a toy that you could abuse and throw away whenever you felt like.. but now look what you did.. you lost me for good and you're left broken hearted. did you finally realize just what you really had? the girl who always knew how to make you smile. the